Dear All,
It's almost a month since my last post. Chinese New Year preparation has kept me busy and I was too excited to do something which I was not be able to do for almost 6 months. I spent my time preparing, upkeeping my house, baking some cookies. For the past 6 months, I spent most of my time on the nebulizer to clear my lung, oxygen machine, attending to Doctor's appointment, hospitalized, etc. I hardly had the energy or the time to do these things. I was also excited to enjoy the quietness of KL and the good flow of traffic during the holiday week because this is the 1st time I spent my Chinese New Year celebration in KL.
I feel thankful to the God who has restored my health and the angels (bro & sis in Christ, friends & relatives) who has supported me through my tough time. I trust that God is the only source of healing for my sickness because God has sustained me through the tough treatment in Japan. Eventhough God has guided me to the great Doctor and treatment procedure, without the strength and protection from God, I am not sure if it could be successful. Before I was accepted to this treatment by the Doctor I was pre-ampted to prepare for the worst.
Anyway, I feel good now, able to eat like a normal person with good appetite, digestive system is also back to normal now. The only problem now is my left leg still weak and pain is quite disturbing at time and not able to walk for far especially shopping, so I still have to stay at home most of time.
I am praying for God's mercy to strengthen my left leg so that I could start my exercise at the park soon. At the moment I can only do some stretching exercise at home. I wish to speed up the recovery process so that I could enjoy my lively life style such as, jogging at the park, playing badminton, ping pong and swimming.
God is good all the time! God is merciful, I trust that I will be able to jog very soon.
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Monday, January 30, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Home Sweet Home!
We arrived home at about 10pm on 31st December just in time for the count down and able catch the sight of some firewood. Our children also touched down at LCCT at 11:45pm, they were coming back from Sandakan Sabah with their grandma.
The first thing I did when I reach home was to try out my bed, it was so soft & nice. I have not been sleeping well for the entire trip(24 days) in Japan. After we have settled with the children I just went straight to sleep and I was able to sleep soundly for the first time and wake up only at 8am in the morning. For those days when I was in Japan, I will almost wake every hour and waiting for the day to come. I was aslo counting the day I could come back home.
Another wonderful news is when I left for Japan on 7th Dec I needed a wheelchair and use nebulizer a few times to clear my lung before I was ready to get on the plane, when the plane take off & landing I was so breathless that I need to use my mouth to breath out but now the great difference is when I came back from Japan I stopped using nebulizer 4 days before departure and I could walk slowly within the KLIA arrival hall without wheelchair assistance anymore.
Many of my friends, relatives, bro & sis in Christ has been praying for me to get well and get healed completely, I believe God is touched and answered our prayers. God is Good all the time!
For these 2 days, I have been enjoying my sweet bed and sleeping most of the time trying to regain my strength and energy level. I have lost quite a few kgs but I am sure I will gain it back quite soon by having good maid to cook nutritional soup and dishes for me to recuperate my health.
I sincerely would like to thank all the friends that have been supporting me for everything that I needed for the trip to Japan, especially those who has generously sponsored some fund for our trip, we feel so blessed and loved.
Thank You.
The first thing I did when I reach home was to try out my bed, it was so soft & nice. I have not been sleeping well for the entire trip(24 days) in Japan. After we have settled with the children I just went straight to sleep and I was able to sleep soundly for the first time and wake up only at 8am in the morning. For those days when I was in Japan, I will almost wake every hour and waiting for the day to come. I was aslo counting the day I could come back home.
Another wonderful news is when I left for Japan on 7th Dec I needed a wheelchair and use nebulizer a few times to clear my lung before I was ready to get on the plane, when the plane take off & landing I was so breathless that I need to use my mouth to breath out but now the great difference is when I came back from Japan I stopped using nebulizer 4 days before departure and I could walk slowly within the KLIA arrival hall without wheelchair assistance anymore.
Many of my friends, relatives, bro & sis in Christ has been praying for me to get well and get healed completely, I believe God is touched and answered our prayers. God is Good all the time!
For these 2 days, I have been enjoying my sweet bed and sleeping most of the time trying to regain my strength and energy level. I have lost quite a few kgs but I am sure I will gain it back quite soon by having good maid to cook nutritional soup and dishes for me to recuperate my health.
I sincerely would like to thank all the friends that have been supporting me for everything that I needed for the trip to Japan, especially those who has generously sponsored some fund for our trip, we feel so blessed and loved.
Thank You.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Extended Stay - Coming back KL 31/12
Today I had a great lunch & a great dinner, it is because I have recovered and able to resume my original taste bud. I was really eating & feeling hungry and craving for food after at least 3 weeks where I have to depend on Prosure milk for my nuritient. I really enjoy my meals today and I will look for my interesting Japaneses food to try tomorrow.
Just want to inform those friend who has not been informed by me, I will be extending my stay to 31st Jan due to a small complication on my lung due to air leakage, it is fixed now and waiting for recovery before I fly that is why I extending my stay.
Just want to inform those friend who has not been informed by me, I will be extending my stay to 31st Jan due to a small complication on my lung due to air leakage, it is fixed now and waiting for recovery before I fly that is why I extending my stay.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Treatment is over!!
Praise The Lord for his mercy for the sucessfully treatment and protection during the treatment. The 5 days of tomotherapy has weaken my body and yet he gave me strength again to go thru another 3.5 hours of needle poking procedure and another day of culture cell infusion. It was another day of culture cell infusion. It was amazing when God is working on us. It was scarly at first but each time when I call on to Lord for his comfort I went thru each of the needle process, it was a total of 15 needles went thru my skin right into the tumours into my body, the deepest one could be about 3 inches. I could still remember the needle poking pain even right now. But after going thru this, needle poking it's like nothing to me. I was purging for 4 days could not eat, so Doctor suggested to give me an injection, in my mind I was like, "it's easy, come on just do it!"
I had a leakage of air in my lung after the needle on my air in my lung after the needle poke on my right lung, so on the next day, Doctor has to take it out by doing another needle on my chest to pump out the air, I was told to rest for a few more days before I fly back to KL, So I have extended my stay to 31st instead of 27th.
Today we attend a Church gathering at our Hotel for the Christmas celebration and took a short shopping tour at Shijuku, a huge shopping centre. We had a chinese dinner near our hotel and now almost ready to go to sleep.
My appetite is improving, I am able to eat half a portion today. I used to eat just 2 to 3 spoon of rice or noodle in a day. Kelvin was quite worry, keep pushing me to eat.
It another blessing from God that I am able to enjoy a little of sightseeing here while I am resting for recovery before I fly back to KL.
I had a leakage of air in my lung after the needle on my air in my lung after the needle poke on my right lung, so on the next day, Doctor has to take it out by doing another needle on my chest to pump out the air, I was told to rest for a few more days before I fly back to KL, So I have extended my stay to 31st instead of 27th.
Today we attend a Church gathering at our Hotel for the Christmas celebration and took a short shopping tour at Shijuku, a huge shopping centre. We had a chinese dinner near our hotel and now almost ready to go to sleep.
My appetite is improving, I am able to eat half a portion today. I used to eat just 2 to 3 spoon of rice or noodle in a day. Kelvin was quite worry, keep pushing me to eat.
It another blessing from God that I am able to enjoy a little of sightseeing here while I am resting for recovery before I fly back to KL.
Monday, December 19, 2011
The next treatment 20-21 Dec
We will be leaving Chiba, Daiichi Hotel today and check into the New Otani Hotel in Tokyo city to prepare for my next treatment on 20th & 21st.
I woke up today and having unbearable stomach pain & purging non-stop, this problem existed since Saturday, so we went to Clinic C4 again to have a jap to stop the symptom. This is caused by the side effect of tomotherapy according to the Doctor in C4.
When we check in New Otani Hotel today we will have limited access to internet, therefore I may not update my blog as often as I could do in Chiba.
Dear Brothers & Sisters in Christ, I would like to request for prayer for my treatment tomorrow. Please pray for God to prepare my heart, give me peace & calm. And during the treatment from 9am to 5pm, protect me & cover me in all situations, pray for the wisdom for the Doctor & nurses to handle the procedure smoothly, sucessfully, pray for no complication and everything will be finished accordingly without much suffering on me, pray that Lord will comfort me & give me confidence, give me strength. Pray for God's mercy upon me always.
Yesterday I attended my friend's Christmas Party at her Church called Hope Church, they have a great band & many good singers. The crowd is about 300, it was a pot blessed party, the church members brought a lot of varieties of food, it was just mouth watering. There was also performance from the children, youth and music performance. We had some games in between two. It was fun & enjoyable, the party finished at 3:30pm. I was tired and having stomach pain & purging after coming back to the hotel so I did not eat my dinner just had a little bit of plain porridge to ease the stomach pain.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
REST DAY!
TODAY WHEN I WOKE UP AT 7:30AM, I OPEN THE WINDOW & SAW THE BRIGHT SUNNY DAY. I FELT GOOD DESPITE WITH THE TIRENESS YESTERDAY. I THOUGHT MAY BE I COULD HAVE SLEPT ENOUGH, THAT'S WHY I HAVE STRENGTH. OF COURSE IT'S ALSO GOD'S WILL TO ALLOW ME TO WALK AROUND AND TAKE SOME PICTURE AND HAVE SOME INTERESTING FOOD.
WE MET A RETIRED JAPANESE MAN NAMED TANAKA SAN, HE IS THE FOUNDER OF TANAKA PRODUCTS OF JAPAN, HE USED TO TRAVEL TO MALAYSIA, EAST MALAYSIA & SINGAPORE TO MARKET HIS PRODUCTS. HE GAVE US SOME CATALOGUE TO BRING BACK IN CASE WE CAN SELL FOR HIM, HE CAN BE CONTACTED. HE RECOMMENDED SOME INTERESTING SEAFOOD FOR USE, LIKE FISH EGG, SMALL ABALONE, SOME FISH, IT'S NOT COSTLY AS COMPARED TO MALAYSIA. RM60 FOR ONE PIECE OF ABALONE, IT'S FRESH FROM THE SEA. IT'S CHEAPER THAN A BOWL OF PORK NOODLE IN JAPAN. WE WILL NOT KNOW THIS IF WE HAVE NOT MET THIS GUY. I BELIEVE THIS IS THE BLESSING FROM GOD TO US.
WHEN I FEEL WELL, I REALLY ENJOY THE STAY HERE WHEN I FELT SICK, I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME. LAST NIGHT AS I WAS SUFFERING FROM MY SIDE EFFECT, I JUST FEEL LIKE TELLING KELVIN TO PACK & GO HOME. IT WAS VERY HOME SICK WHEN I AM NOT WELL. BUT IT WAS A BLESSING TODAY I FELT SO GOOD AND EVEN NOW, I JUST FEEL TIRED & SLEEPY.
TOMORROW I HAVE AN EXCITING PLAN AGAIN, MY FRIEND SACHIKO WILL PICK US AT OUR HOTEL TO ATTEND A CHRISTMAS PARY AT HER CHURCH. IF I FEEL WELL AGAIN SHE PROMISE TO DRIVE ME AROUND FOR SIGHT SEEING.
I JUST WANT TO PRAY FOR GOD TO PROVIDE GOOD WEATHER AGAIN TOMORROW GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO WALK AROUND IN GOOD HEALTH CONDITION.
WE MET A RETIRED JAPANESE MAN NAMED TANAKA SAN, HE IS THE FOUNDER OF TANAKA PRODUCTS OF JAPAN, HE USED TO TRAVEL TO MALAYSIA, EAST MALAYSIA & SINGAPORE TO MARKET HIS PRODUCTS. HE GAVE US SOME CATALOGUE TO BRING BACK IN CASE WE CAN SELL FOR HIM, HE CAN BE CONTACTED. HE RECOMMENDED SOME INTERESTING SEAFOOD FOR USE, LIKE FISH EGG, SMALL ABALONE, SOME FISH, IT'S NOT COSTLY AS COMPARED TO MALAYSIA. RM60 FOR ONE PIECE OF ABALONE, IT'S FRESH FROM THE SEA. IT'S CHEAPER THAN A BOWL OF PORK NOODLE IN JAPAN. WE WILL NOT KNOW THIS IF WE HAVE NOT MET THIS GUY. I BELIEVE THIS IS THE BLESSING FROM GOD TO US.
WHEN I FEEL WELL, I REALLY ENJOY THE STAY HERE WHEN I FELT SICK, I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME. LAST NIGHT AS I WAS SUFFERING FROM MY SIDE EFFECT, I JUST FEEL LIKE TELLING KELVIN TO PACK & GO HOME. IT WAS VERY HOME SICK WHEN I AM NOT WELL. BUT IT WAS A BLESSING TODAY I FELT SO GOOD AND EVEN NOW, I JUST FEEL TIRED & SLEEPY.
TOMORROW I HAVE AN EXCITING PLAN AGAIN, MY FRIEND SACHIKO WILL PICK US AT OUR HOTEL TO ATTEND A CHRISTMAS PARY AT HER CHURCH. IF I FEEL WELL AGAIN SHE PROMISE TO DRIVE ME AROUND FOR SIGHT SEEING.
I JUST WANT TO PRAY FOR GOD TO PROVIDE GOOD WEATHER AGAIN TOMORROW GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO WALK AROUND IN GOOD HEALTH CONDITION.
Friday, December 16, 2011
Last day of my Tomotherapy treatment
Dear friends & relatives,
Finally this is the 5th day of my tomotherapy treatment, I felt relief and with a little fear I have to move on to the 2nd treatment on 20th, that will be needle treatment. I don't want to think about it now but will pray & ask Lord to prepare my heart on that day.
Yesterday I had a good time at my friend (Sachiko)'s house, I have cooked the ABC soup, stew pork, grill fish & some crab. We bought so much of things just cost us RM120, we can cook a meal for 4 adults & 3 children, it's very cheap to cook, also we could get fresh food.
Tomorrow I will sleep & rest, 18th will be attending Christmas party at Sachiko's Church. We will get to see how Japanese celebrate Christmas here in Chiba. We were also invited by Chapel Church in Tokyo for their Christmas party on 23rd. It's seasoning time, celebration every where, but over they do not have much decoration as we have in M'sia or Singapore. We don't really feel the Christmas atmosphere in Japan.
I will continue to update as frequent as I could.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Treatment - 2nd day
Second day is over, it was not as bad as yesterday. May be I had a good rest yesterday, my treatment started late at 2pm, everything went smoothly and I did not had any side effect today. I feel like taking a walk with the sunny, cozy weather, we decided to walk to take a train that saved us RM100. The train ride is just one station away, 130 yen (RM5.50). On the way back I found a chinese restaurant that serves fried rice, mixed veg, dumpling and a bowl of noodle, all these only cost us 1450 yen (RM60), the cheapest dinner we ever had so far.
My Japanese friend Sachiko has drove us to the clinic today & she has to leave us there coz' she need to pick up her 2 sons from bus stop at 3:30pm. She always bring with her a 1 year old son, Taichi, very cute and healthy baby, he can eat as much as I eat, 2 pieces of pizza and some noodles. He likes to play with my husband. Tomorrow Sachiko is going bring us to her house to cook dinner, I suggest to cook her some Malaysian dish, she said she like bakut teh but you can't get any herbs here so may be I will cook soya sauce stew port for her and I will cook ABC soup.
So much for now, I will update the fun again tomorrow.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Treatment Started
Dear friends & relatives,
I know a lot of you are waiting for my update, it is not because I am not well but due to the limitation of internet usage. It is available but chargeable at a very high rate, so we waited till we moved to this Daiichi Hotel which is out of the city where we can use it free. Things here also much more cheaper. Imagine we have to pay a meal of RM320 for 2 persons and this is the cheapest place we found at the basement area. The buffer breakfast is RM120, lunch is RM200, dinner350 per person. These are the simple normal buffer we have in KL and the variety of dishes are much lesser. The fruits here are mostly apple, fuji apple, etc. and it is not cheap, RM12 to RM20 for 1 apple. Taxi is very very expensive, starting charge is already RM32, go by meter... easily RM80-RM100 for a very short distance.
Today we are at Daiichi Hotel, will be staying till 19th before we check out to the city again. I have receive my first session of Tomotherapy (precised radiation), I vomited immediately after the session finished. They gave me a dose of anti-vomit medecine which will last me for a week. I feel better after that and able to eat a little. I feel tired and sleepy, so I slept for the whole day. I have bought a travel cooker yesterday and will try to cook noodle with some veg to eat for dinner tonight. Yesterday I bought a piece of salmon and some veg, I cooked porridge and placed the salmon and veg on top, it was a wonderful dinner I had last night. There is a big shopping mall about 10 mininutes walk away where we can buy a lot of fresh fresh, meat and veg. I have problem in walking too long due to my breathing difficulty, so I guess Kelvin has to do the walking most of the time. He seems to be having good time, enjoying the food here.
My Tomotherapy will have 4 more days to go. I hope I will feel better tomorrow. God will have mercy to refresh my strength and help me to go through this difficult time.
God has always been good to me, I met a friend (ex-sunway JDE Consultant), Alvin Yeo with his wife bringing his father in-law there for the same treatment, we met at the ICVS Clinic in the city. They were here for 2 weeks already, going back today to KL. It was a blessing to know more detail of the treatment process from Alvin`wife (a doctor) and also Alvin has shown us where to get cheaper food rather than eating in the hotel for expensive food. And in Daiichi hotel here we have a friend Sachiko which is a Church friend introduced by Yukiko of DUMC. She has been driving me and showing us around whenever we need help. We were also invited for their Church Christmas party on the coming Sunday.
So much for the time being, will update again soon.
God Bless.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Activities in Japan
we arrived Narita Airport yesterday 6:30pm Japan time,1 hour earlier. I was fine on the plane except during take off & landing, my breathing became difficult when pressure change. As I was praying to God, I started to breath out using my mouth and that actually ease my breathing, thank you for his guidance.
We had our dinner at the airport coz' I was hungry & tired. It was very expensive as compared to the noodle house at our hotel, I just had a simple noodles and it cost me Rm35. when we eat again hotel, 2 sets of dinner costs RM40.
We took a taxi from airport to our hotel within 30 min cost us RM600!!.
Today I had my consultation, CT planning for the treatment on next Monday. I have Japanese friend it was introduced by Church member, Yukiko of DUMC Church. She is our translator, she waited for us & drove us around with her 1 year old baby, the boy is so adorable! We had great italian lunch and bought some fruits before we go back to hotel.
We had our dinner at the airport coz' I was hungry & tired. It was very expensive as compared to the noodle house at our hotel, I just had a simple noodles and it cost me Rm35. when we eat again hotel, 2 sets of dinner costs RM40.
We took a taxi from airport to our hotel within 30 min cost us RM600!!.
Today I had my consultation, CT planning for the treatment on next Monday. I have Japanese friend it was introduced by Church member, Yukiko of DUMC Church. She is our translator, she waited for us & drove us around with her 1 year old baby, the boy is so adorable! We had great italian lunch and bought some fruits before we go back to hotel.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
HITV Treatment in Japan
Dear friends & relatives,
I will be going to Tokyo, Japan for HITV treatment. My husband (Kelvin) will be accompaning me. Below are my schedule & contact:-
Dec 7 - leaving to Japan Narita Airport on MAS, 11:00.
Dec 8 (Thurs) 9:00 - Initial Consultation at C4 Clinic (Chiba)
Dec 9 (Fri) 14:00 - Initial Consultation with Dr Hasumi at ICVS clinic (Tokyo)
Dec 12 to 16 - Daily Tomotherapy at C4 Clinic
Dec 20 14:30 - DC injection
Dec 21 10:30 - AT injection
Dec 22 - 26 - Stay in Hotel New Otani for observation
Dec 27 - Coming to KL
Addresses & Contact:-
ICVS clinic (main contact)
Shin-Kioicho Bldg. 4F at Hotel New Otani Tokyo
4-1, Kioi-cho, Chiyoda-ku, Tokyo 102-8578
Tel: +81-3-6413 5005 Fax: +81-3-3222-0566
Dr Hasumi (my primary Consultation Doctor in Japan)
Angus Lin Shu Han - Assistant to Dr Hasumi (currently in KL)
KL contact: 016-294 4371
Angus Lin is a Taiwanese, he speaks English, Mandarin & Japanese.
C4 Clinic
Address & Contact
Chiba-ken, Funabashi-chi, Hongo-cho, 618-1
Tel: +81-047-320-1130
(note: this clinic only speak Japanese)
KL Contact:
Mahameru Internation Medical Centre
107 & 109 Jalan Maarof (Bangsar)
Kuala Lumpur
Tel: 03-2287 0988
Dr Beh (hp: 012-297 8028)
Assistant- Andrew Lai
Angus Lin & Dr Beh will have my health condition and status.
We will be staying at 2 hotels:-
During C4 Clinic consultation & treatment we will be staying at Funabashi Daiichi Hotel:-
Tel: +81-047-435 9111
(non English speaking hotel)
During ICVS Clinic consultation & treatment we will be staying at Hotel new Otani Tokyo
Tel: +81-3-3265-1111
(English speaking hotel)
We can be contacted via skype:-
May God bless you!
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Home Sweet Home!
Dear friends & relatives,
I was discharged yesterday at 7pm. I was overjoyed and can't stop praising God for his healings and bringing me back home safely from the darkness. I woke up today with a good rest on my comfortable bed that I missed for 13 nights. My nerve pain still disturbing me but it is getting better as I spend more time in engulfing God's word.
Today I had spent a great time with my Auntie from Sabah sharing the Word of God, she told me she is here for me because of God's devine appointment, I feel so honoured and blessed with a world that is filled with love. She has shared with me about 10 commandments today, I could the feel the love, the goodness from God is pouring into this house. We are going to continue with more Words tomorrow. It's exciting though!
Tomorrow I will be receiving my 10 years service award from Sunway Group organized at the Sunway Resort Hotel. Looking back my career history, I have joined Sunway in 1991 and today I should be receiving 20 years but because I detoured after 7 years to join a non Sunway Company so I lost 7 years and 3 years while I was with the company. I made a big round but still came back to Sunway after 10 years. So that is why I lost 10 years.
These few days I will be occupied with a lot of preparation with my Japan trip, visa application, shopping for winter clothings, etc.
Blessing!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
What a long Stay?
Dear friends & relatives,
What a long stay? I was warded in Sunway Hospital since 10th Nov, due to shivering fever. After a few rounds of blood test, it was confirmed that I have an infection at my chemo port. I was on antibiotic non-stop for the past 13 days. I was on antibiotic trial for 6 days before I was put to the right antibiotic so Doctor did not allow me to be discharged yesterday even I have fully recovered physically. sigh!! When will I be discharge? Let's hear from Doctors again today.
It's a real long stay!! 13 days, 14 days or more?? I can't imagine how big is the bill. Apparently I have applied for home leave, so I will be at home from 6-9pm for my shower & dinner.
Since it is confirmed that my chemo port has infection so Doctors has decided to remove it, but the question is when? My last chemo drug done on 10th Nov was Avastin so it is recommended to wait for 3 weeks before any surgery to avoid excess bleeding and delayed wound healing. So I have to wait till 1st week of December.
I have a plan to go for HITV treatment in Japan and now is waiting for Japan's Doctor to design my treatment protocol then firm up the schedule. Before this is done, I just have to wait and get ready my passport and visa to Japan. The duration of the treatment is expected to be 3 weeks. If my treatment plan starts in mid December I will be able to see the Christmas & New year celebration in Tokyo. This will be something that excites me at this moment.
Ogenki Desu ka?
Mata ashita.
Ai Woon
Monday, November 21, 2011
Family Challenges
Since August, my health has not been stable, I have to cope with new symptom attack every now and then. When I thought I have a world of my own and could just focus on myself, managing my symptoms, pains, taking care of myself only. Sometimes situation just does not allow me to do so. Living in a family make up of people, I have to learn to accept comment that is pleasing and unpleasing to me.
Even if I am viewed to be a burden to the family members, I have to live on!! Even if I was told not to be dependent on others, I have to find help from friends, I have to live on!!
When a persons seem to be very close to you, doing a lot of things for you, whether the person do it with their heart or not, you can feel it. That's God's gift. So when we really want to treat a person well, we have to make sure we do it wholeheartedly without expecting a return then only we will get blessing from God.
In the midst of my health challenges I have to learn to deal with family issue positively by putting God's word in the center of our communication, showing no doubt to the person's feeling, thanking them for what they have done for me. And I have to spend a little more time communicating with them, pampering them in order to maintain this relationship and keeping the family peaceful & harmonized before I could focus on myself in the day to day healing therapy.
Sometimes I just wonder why I don't have to spend much time talking to my mother and yet she knows all the details about my problems and my needs. In every situation she will come in to solve our problems , fulfill our needs and she even tell me my problem is also her problem, she will help in all aspects, I am so touched and felt loved. Lately she even try to find a story everyday about healing just to motiviate me. How great is a mother's love!! Her word is always pleasing, comforting, caring and loving. I love me ma.
Blessings!
Friday, October 21, 2011
I had two dreams!
Today is Friday, a week is almost gone, I have not submitted any new post since last Saturday. I was a bit tired due to the side effect of my new chemo drug, I lost my appetite again, feeling fatigue, no mood to eat. All these has gone since yesterday and I was busy doing some house work, and happily re-arranged all the cups & glasses in my kitchen cabinet. Unfortunately that little house work has stretched my back, I was extra careful and slow, somehow I don't know why the severe back pain just attack me last night after my dinner, the pain is just like the last time. So I took some pain killers, able to sleep quite well even had able to have two dreams which I did not have for months coz' I did not sleep well. I woke up at 6am today due to the disturbance of cough.
These 2 dreams were quite interesting and surprisingly I could remember it so clearly. The 1st dream I had was with Peggy Fan, my current ITSSC colleague which was also my colleague 20 years ago, she was also my 2nd sister's primary school's classmate. In the dream, I was having a trip with her back to my hometown, Kuching and I brought her back to visit a long house, we were having fun running around the long house, peeping in every houses and seeing every interesting things in that long house.
The 2nd dream I had was with my close friend, Yin Mui which both my husband and me know her for more than 25 years, we used to stay in the same house before we get married. In the dream, we took a taxi to visit Dato Tan's wife, their house is very big but don't know why the surrounding of the house was full of machines and small workshops, we have to pass by a few workshops before we could reach their living hall. The living hall is very nice, big, antique design, with some staircase within the hall. Datin was alone at home, she gave us some vegetables, including 3 bitter gourds and some leafy veg, we were talking, talking non-stop like old friends' meeting. We were talking very long I guess, it was dark and Dato Tan came home in a rush, wanted to go out for a dinner appointment with Datin so we have to leave the place reluctantly with a lot of unfinished stories. The dream ended while we were catching a taxi to go home.
What are these two dreams appealing to me? I believe in the first dream, I miss my hometown and the trip to a long house, I brought my son once but had not brought my daughter there. For the second dream, I believe these two persons had help me in some where, in the same way recently.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Gasing Hill

It was a great experience to climb Gasing Hill this morning. My neighbourhood friend Shireen came to pick us (me & Amelia) up at 7am. Nice wheather with rising sun, fresh morning air (Saturday not many cars)..... here we come Gasing Hill, at 7: 20am!
To my surpise, there were already so many cars parked even way before the entrance, so we have to find a parking almost mile's away. There are a few entrances according to Shireen, so we took the easier one (not the main entrance) less steep and easier to walk.
We started the tracking at about 8am, the track is quite small meant for 2 persons, we can see from the picture below, as walk up I could feel my breathing is stretching when come to a slightly steep step so I have to take a very slow step to rest then do another step. Because I have to go slow so I could enjoy the real fresh air, the plant, the tree, the bird's singing...... It's so nice & cozy!!
Shireen were so caring watching every step I climb and waited for me to rest, finally we reached level 1 at 8:40am. I know my limit at this moment so I decided to stay at level 1 and waited for Shireen & Amelia to complete the tracking to the peak. We have met quite a few people in the Sunway Group including Mr Goh Hai Tong and Mr Wong Fook Chai.
I really enjoy the climb, the fresh air especially, I will be going again when my lung is fully recovered.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Exercise! Exercise!
Yesterday I did 1 hour's exercise and walked 3 rounds in the morning at the field near my house. In the evening 6pm, I decided to join Wee Ching for her daily walk at MPSJ so I managed to walk 5 rounds but Wee Ching was late due to her Seminar in KL. Hopefully I could see her today.
There are a lot of people at the MPSJ field, there is a group of people doing dancing with instructor, they looks quite fun, a lot of young people too doing running & jogging and of course some older ones like me doing brisk walking only.
Today I will pick up my daughter from tuition centre and bring her to MPSJ for the walk with me while meeting Wee Ching there.
Hmmm... I have a plan with a friend to climb Gasing hill on Saturday. I hope I could do it, looking forward to see how I would perform, I believe I can.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
I have a good sweat today!
As usual I wake up at 6:30am in good health condition with a little cough, no more lung congestion. Finished with my morning prayer, take my supplement and walk to the park for an hour's exercise, and this time I am able to walk 3 rounds at the football field.
I had a good sweat! Feeling good!
My plan for today is to finish reading the 40 healing scriptures used by Dodie Osteen to overcome her cancer. After that I am going to select a few that speaks to my current condition then grow these seeds into my heart, meditate on it daily while waiting for my complete healing.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
My new plan to receive comlete healing
Today I am in good health and in high spirit again, I decided to join the Cancer Support Group meeting in SIB Church KL. This group is organized by Shery Lim, a cancer survivor who has won the victory and now serving the God in this group called Elipizo. One of the Pastors from SIB Church was invited to share a topic of how to receive healing from the God, this topic has touched me and I have decided to set a new plan by following the guideline I learn today to walk the journey of healing with God. The steps are summarized as below:-
1. To believe it's God's will to heal our sicknesses
- Jehovah Rapha Ex 15:26
2. To use the Word of God as a healing tool
- Look for the (seed) healing scripture that speaks to our situation
- keep the word in our heart (saw the seed)
- believe the healing is in progress (believe the seed is growing, water the seed)
- Expect to reap what we saw (expecting the result of healing)
3. To believe the ways of God's healing by
- looking at the cross of Jesus attentively with expectation
I am putting this in my blog as a form of commitment to remind myself when ever I am not doing it, I hope my friends around will remind me as well.
Blessing.
Monday, October 10, 2011
It's another miracle!
Dear Friends,
I can't wait to write on this blog, I feel good today! Firstly I slept thru the night 7 hours without sleep pill!! I can breath so much better!! I can feel 50% of the lung congestion has gone. I tested myself walking up the stair 2 times today and the breathlessness has left so little that I can just manage it easily. And I have cut down my medication from 3 times to 2 times a day since yesterday.
Thank you God for this miraculous healing, thank you for directing me in managing the lung congestion.
Today is a bright sunny, I am going to have a good time. I am going to enjoy my sleep and spend at least 1 week to catch up with my sleep. which I had not been able to do so for months.
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